10-page essay.
What am I thinking? Correction : What was I thinking? To stumble upon on a former girlfriend of mine website, causing nothing but chaos for the other parties involved. It was completely absurd, out of my mind, crazy, mad, etc. I could not think straight and thus returning the reliable pen and paper before putting it on screen. Guess nothing will change the fact, but to hell with it, I'll continue writing here.
First, as always, apologies. Phoebe : I'll have to write this 10-page essay and post it on my blog, to repent my sins or give up the idea that she is now attached to someone else, not me. This idea is kind of stubborn, like you (*wink*), but I tried for a year, and will continue to fight against it. For I treasure the relationship we both share, and no matter what, I'll try to keep it as long as I can.
Trisha : Please forgive me for being clueless about the stuff that is bothering you right now. In short, I cannot be the younger, yet more mature brother to you right now, like I used to, comforting you as much as I possibly can. Jeffrey is a close friend, but if both of you are fated to meet, well, you two will meet in the future again. Yes, cliche as it sounds, but let go just a little, just as your little brother tried and is still trying to do to someone mentioned later. Absence do make the heart grow fonder, but out of sight will make the pain more bearable, less painful, okay?
This list might go on and on and fill up the ten pages, but no, not today. These pages will mainly be devoted to my thoughts, feelings, actions and so on. Romance and teenage heartbreaks will be the main dishes served. Appetiser? My life. Well, not exactly an appetiser, but a long introduction to what might turn up the next ten pages. Funny, isn't it, on how determined a person is when he strives to accomplish something. Pens might run out here, but it will be all in good effort and result. This is after all, my blog, isn't it?
My life, in short, an eventful one and are that is decorated with cane marks and prizes. (Though, I suspect, my canemarks far outweigh the prizes.) In spite of the numerous obstacles, I will try to bring you a brief insight of my life, which has seen many ups and downs, all in the period of 16 years.
Top on the menu is my proclamation of my faithfulness to my family. No matter what happens to them, I will protect them through and through. Yes, not many people have this filial piety character and all, but my family has this. No matter what, United we stand, Divided we fall.
Further background on my life, and for your information, I'm a Pernankan, which means Straits Chinese. I stand different among the people of this over-populous world, and many people recognized that. My veins flow the Pernankan blood, and I'm am as Pernankan as Queen Elizabeth is British. Though not exactly a pure blood Pernankan, I have to say that I am in truth a Pernankan. As an old saying goes, a drop of royal blood in your veins make you a royal. So, in short, I'm a Pernankan. That's the average thing about me, so if you want to know more,please ask !
Onto the thrid page of my essay, I have come to realise that it would be better if things were placed in one seperate title, but due to the lack of time I have, I will organize that later.
I will pass the topic of family heritage. More will be added to it, but that will be soley be the place for my family heritage and blood line. (Notice I have not added the topic of family, or inrtoduce my family yet. This will appear later.)
Hmmm, the topic of romance, or more specifically teenage romance, will be touched on here. It encompasses the many crushes, that I have or the rest of it. The people invovled in here has really touched, impacted, hurt, broke,plastered, glued, impressioned, and enlightened my heart. Unbelieveable, but true, this is a side of me. (To those who don't really know me, I'm kinda like a sentimental person.)
I will, start from Primary Six. Funny, isn't it? From such a young age, I have a crush on a girl. That was the year when I was the head-prefect of the primary school. (What ? I was a head-prefect before? [YES, idiot.] )
First, as always, apologies. Phoebe : I'll have to write this 10-page essay and post it on my blog, to repent my sins or give up the idea that she is now attached to someone else, not me. This idea is kind of stubborn, like you (*wink*), but I tried for a year, and will continue to fight against it. For I treasure the relationship we both share, and no matter what, I'll try to keep it as long as I can.
Trisha : Please forgive me for being clueless about the stuff that is bothering you right now. In short, I cannot be the younger, yet more mature brother to you right now, like I used to, comforting you as much as I possibly can. Jeffrey is a close friend, but if both of you are fated to meet, well, you two will meet in the future again. Yes, cliche as it sounds, but let go just a little, just as your little brother tried and is still trying to do to someone mentioned later. Absence do make the heart grow fonder, but out of sight will make the pain more bearable, less painful, okay?
This list might go on and on and fill up the ten pages, but no, not today. These pages will mainly be devoted to my thoughts, feelings, actions and so on. Romance and teenage heartbreaks will be the main dishes served. Appetiser? My life. Well, not exactly an appetiser, but a long introduction to what might turn up the next ten pages. Funny, isn't it, on how determined a person is when he strives to accomplish something. Pens might run out here, but it will be all in good effort and result. This is after all, my blog, isn't it?
My life, in short, an eventful one and are that is decorated with cane marks and prizes. (Though, I suspect, my canemarks far outweigh the prizes.) In spite of the numerous obstacles, I will try to bring you a brief insight of my life, which has seen many ups and downs, all in the period of 16 years.
Top on the menu is my proclamation of my faithfulness to my family. No matter what happens to them, I will protect them through and through. Yes, not many people have this filial piety character and all, but my family has this. No matter what, United we stand, Divided we fall.
Further background on my life, and for your information, I'm a Pernankan, which means Straits Chinese. I stand different among the people of this over-populous world, and many people recognized that. My veins flow the Pernankan blood, and I'm am as Pernankan as Queen Elizabeth is British. Though not exactly a pure blood Pernankan, I have to say that I am in truth a Pernankan. As an old saying goes, a drop of royal blood in your veins make you a royal. So, in short, I'm a Pernankan. That's the average thing about me, so if you want to know more,please ask !
Onto the thrid page of my essay, I have come to realise that it would be better if things were placed in one seperate title, but due to the lack of time I have, I will organize that later.
I will pass the topic of family heritage. More will be added to it, but that will be soley be the place for my family heritage and blood line. (Notice I have not added the topic of family, or inrtoduce my family yet. This will appear later.)
Hmmm, the topic of romance, or more specifically teenage romance, will be touched on here. It encompasses the many crushes, that I have or the rest of it. The people invovled in here has really touched, impacted, hurt, broke,plastered, glued, impressioned, and enlightened my heart. Unbelieveable, but true, this is a side of me. (To those who don't really know me, I'm kinda like a sentimental person.)
I will, start from Primary Six. Funny, isn't it? From such a young age, I have a crush on a girl. That was the year when I was the head-prefect of the primary school. (What ? I was a head-prefect before? [YES, idiot.] )
